.... but I've ben down the road you're traveling. Even though I didn't have the long run-up you've experienced, I can sympathize with the feeling of constant exhaustion that never seems to fade. It sucks, man.

I could go one and on about the process, what to expect, what to look out for, etc., but instead I'll reply to an old message of yours with my contact info and leave it to you whether/what you want to ask.

Good luck, CHH. Please reach out if you feel like it would be helpful to you. I know talking with those who'd been through it was beneficial for me.